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Name: Shaun
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
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Saturday, July 04, 2009

Currently
Kings - Season One
By Susanna Thompson, Eamonn Walker, Michael Patrick Crane, Christopher Egan, Allison Miller
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so it's been a while. i am happy that Andrew and Kelsy are home. We partied a lot this weekend. I had a good fourth of july. I've also been watching Dexter so much. I watched all three seasons in the past couple of weeks. It's amazing! I love Dexter! I'm starting to watch Kings on Hulu now. Anyways...

Now I'm working at the base as a contractor. I love it there. I've been working there since April. Anyways I guess I don't know for sure why I started writing in here...

 


Sunday, May 24, 2009

Currently
Unplugged
By Eric Clapton
>>tears in heaven
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fuck this is getting so hard to take. I don't know why we fight so much now. I don't know how to make this work. I don't know how to make it work... do we end it now, even though it will tear us up? or do we stay together, stay miserable, forever.

is this all I have to look forward to?

I'm tired of this oppressive feeling of failure. I feel trapped. I wish I knew what to do. I'm not sure how much longer I can live like this.


Thursday, April 09, 2009

BBC Booklist

The BBC believes most people will have only read 6 of the 100 books here. How do your reading habits stack up?

Instructions:
1) Look at the list and put an 'x' after those you have read.
1b) put an "x-" next to the ones you've started but not finished.
2) Add a '+' to the ones you LOVE.
3) Star (*) those you plan on reading.
4) Tally your total at the bottom.

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen *
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien x-
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte *
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling +
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee *
6 The Bible x-
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte *
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell +
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare x-
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger 
19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald x
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams *
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck *
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll *
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy *
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis x
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini *
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres *
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell +
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown +
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley +
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez *
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck x
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold +
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas *
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie *
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom x-
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams *
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas*
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare x
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

Total =  9 read, 4 started but not finished
 
How disappointing for me. :(


Sunday, March 08, 2009

I am leaving Pensacola this week and going back home. It's going to be wonderful! Maybe. I still feel kind of iffy about somethings. Oh well, I guess we'll see.

I just want to go home and get my life in order. This past year has flown by. It's kind of crazy how fast it's gone. Eh. I need to apply for that contractor job and hopefully get it. :)

-me.


Friday, January 09, 2009

Currently
The Fray
By The Fray
>>you found me
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Okay, once again, not wanting to turn into a lyrics poster, I am very fond of the new Fray song "You Found Me." it's very good and I have pretty much been listening to it non stop since yesterday. And actually, it kind of goes along with my post today...

I recently came across a blog (by Papillon_Mom) about Christians needing to tell non believers that they are going to hell. It's all about being more aggressive in "saving souls," and not pussy footing around the "fact" that those who are not born-again in Jesus Christ are damned to eternity in hell. Of course, me being the person I am, felt compelled to reply. By the time I saw the post there were close to 300 comments and I think it eventually passed 500. Anyways, there was a lot being said in those comments, but I tried as best as I could to reply directly to the post itself. I'm going to repost everything here and hopefully try to expand on the points I made before.

Okay and then this reply I made was actually in response to someone else's comment and because there are so many now, I can't find it, but it basically said something to the effect of Christianity equals freedom.Or, only once you get saved, can you truly be free. Here's the reply I posted.

@Kim@revelife - i'm sorry but freedom is not living your life bound to the imaginary ties of some people's imaginary friend. that is authoritarianism. it is intellectual slavery and I for one am happy I "saw the light" before I wasted the rest of my time in a church. The BOTTOM LINE is you don't know what is going to happen to me when I die. I don't know what is going to happen to you when you die. You may have an idea, but that is all it is: an idea. A theory. But not even a good theory because it can never be proven one way or another.

You cannot have a logical argument with a religious person about the afterlife or any of it because they do not stick to the rules of logic. They have the trump card: GOD! It doesn't matter if what I am saying makes sense, because it is blasphemous and that's the end of the story. For instance, if I say there is no scientific proof of any "creator" or design, intelligent or otherwise, then the theist will respond with something along the lines of "God proves himself everyday by speaking to people's hearts and saving sinners." Now, in this sentence, the supposed proof would probably be God's speaking. Of course that is subjective because the nature of God is to speak to a person individually and pass along his message that way. So the fact that God speaks to anybody could range anywhere from zero to one hundred percent true. We have nothing to go on besides the word of the person spoken to.

Of course, there is a perfectly sound scientific alternative to God "speaking" to people. The obvious is that the person hearing God is suffering some kind of mental problems. A less obvious, but more likely reason, is the brain's capacity for imagination. The brain is always trying to convert sounds and sites that it doesn't immediately recognize into something familiar. It's why sometimes people see faces in shadows, when there's nothing there but shadows! Sometimes all the brain needs is a something resembling eyes, a nose, and a mouth (or any combination of them) and the brain does the rest! All of the sudden, one sees a face where there is nothing but shadows.

The same is true with sound. When I was a kid, I would sleep through my alarm. The beeping would be loud, but for some reason, I would just incorporate the alarm sound into whatever dream I was having. It would keep the illusion of my dream going, rather than wake me. So if I was in school in the dream I was having at the time, and my alarm went off in real life, I might have translated that into, say, a ticking time bomb in my dream. Or some other kind of beeping, like a fire alarm. That way my subconscious adapts to keep the illusion from being shattered by realty. you don't have to be asleep to have your brain play tricks on you. If it is particularly windy outside, and maybe the wind is whistling through a crack in the window or something, that could sound like a mumbling voice, depending on the timber and pace of the sound. All that's needed is perhaps a lower toned whistle, and it doesn't take much for your brain to interpret it as a male's voice.

The point is, the alleged proof of God is all subjective.

There may have been a need for a "god" back before Enlightenment, but it's the 21st century. We should stop telling these fairy tales to our kids, and stop believing them ourselves. Only once we rid ourselves of the most divisive aspect of culture--religion--can we truly begin to bring the world together and stop needless war and genocide. Besides, it's absolutely apalling that we elect people in America who believe in the Bible verbatim. When the leaders of the world think that the world is destined to come to an end, and that they are going to heaven when it does, what incentive do they have to stop the next World War?



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